As of late i have been feeling rather nostalgic. this really isn’t like me i live with the moto you can’t change the past but you can mold the future. i don’t mind looking back on moments, events in the past as a memory that i enjoyed but recentley i have been doing that and it is getting me down. i’m thinking back to when i was in school/college and all of the time i used to spend with my friends. when i was younger i was always soo ready to grow up but now it has happened well lets just say it wasn’t exactly what i expected! Back in school/college i used to spend soo much time with my friends soo many free periods to spend just messing about playing cards going for random walks getting chippy lunch together, to skip the last few lessons to go to gigs together going to the cinema every wednesday, renting a film and just chilling out if we hadn’t been out all week. this has changed but not because of any of our faults it’s all just a part of growing up i have a job working different hours than megan, jenny is at college at different times were at work. this makes it much more difficult to spend time with each other, then theres other close friends that are either at uni or live far away who i don’t get to see nearly as much as i would like to. this year i am going to make sure that this changes, i know this sounds soo cliche but my friends truley do mean the world to me and i would not be the person i am today if it wasn’t for them and i wouldn’t have had some the the most amazing experiences if it wasn’t for them! So this year i will see my friends more and go out more like i used to!